9/12/2011
Yesterday, I backed to my older brother's house with him at 6 o'clock. My law-sister said that yesterday, in a long time, was the earliest day he back from work. He always leaves company at 8 even 9p.m. Even on the car, He picked up the phone continuously and almost of them is about work, projects...
I really admire my brother. He's quite young, is descended from low-born. My parents can not give him their hands to set himself up in his business. He did it himself. Now he has a happy family with 1 good wife, 2 beautiful children, car, houses, and be a director. I don't think that he succeeded, however, what he got are bases on his huge effort. That makes me respect him.
However, I still wonder whether he's happy or not? If I were my law-sister, could I happy? Cause it's for sure that the one who wants to promote has less time for his family.
You always must barter money and time, and even barter success and love.... cause nothing comes easy.Some says that I just need enough money, I don't need to be rich. However,it's not easy to know how is enough,right?
So what do you want? A success husband or just a normal one who spends much time for family , takes care of you and yours children but don't know how to make money?
Life includes many opposite colors. Some wants many things such as: model cars, luxury phones... but some just desire about the simple thing like health, a full meal or a warm clothes.
This writing seems too rambling, no beginning and no ending, just because I still wonder about what happiness is? and How to love myself again